Crap

I just hate how people doesn't listen to me anymoree.. Well whatever, I'll just talk to myself.. Okay.. Soo likee... I'm crushing on this guy. But his ex one of my best friends. He was her first boyfriend and whatnot. She has a boyfriend now.. Another one.. Lol. And when I told her, she seemed like she didn't want me to be with him.. So I was like.. Ahahh, that won't happen.. And I know it.. I mean.. ME AND HIM? Lol that's just weird??. And what am I thinking?!. Lol, soo yeahh today she was like "Omg! I think I can talk with him normal again!, Like its not awkward" Something around those lines.. So yeahh then later she told me how he invited her to go jogging with him and the guyss or smoethingg.. (he asked me this before too, but I said no.. knowing my family. Lol) Then the way how she IMed me, she was REALLY excited. Hrmm.. Lol. Sooo All I know for sure.. is that.. She still likes him? Even though she got a boyfriend? IDKkk.. LOl. But blehh, maybe I should give up on him againn. Two years ago, I had shutted off my feelings for him.. Lol, because she was going out with him.. and my super close friend was also crushing on him.. Like she was going emo.. It was crazy.. and so was my cousin. Haaa, I think i liked the wrong person.. AGAIN. This sucks.. Now I'm like rooting for her.. I'm telling her, that she should go jogging with him and whatnot.. Hrmm.. This brings back memories when I was helping my other crush go out with my cousin.. and other similar situations.. But with my friends. Lol. YEAAAAAAAAP. Life sucks.. And I can't tell this to anyone right now.. Cause either they are sleeping or whatever.. Idk. I can't keep in touch. Right when I need them the most.. I know I am probably repeating what I'm saying.. but blahh. I FEEL SOO ALONEE... Sheeeshh, lately everything is getting annoying to me.. Like even a sneeze can irritate me. Well not exactly the sneeze. Just the way how the person who sneezed, SNEEZED. Like it was soo annoying..Did she really need to be that dramatic? DAMNN. Freaking annoying. Ughh. I wanna escape this place for a second. I'm stressing a lot now. I wonder why.. WEll anyways, back to my other crush. I think I need to get real. And get over him. If I can get over other guys.. I can do the same to him too riight? Lol. And I'm still YOUNG!, What the heck. Why am I here thinking that this guy will probably be like the one!? -.- I mean.. THERE IS OTHER GUYS. Jeeez, just cause you feel that he is special doesn't mean anything.. I meann, other guys have their own special feelings tooo.. IDK, that was hard to understand.. But whatever. I guess I can only get what I'm sayingg or feelingg. Sigh.. I hope my mom isn't cooking pho.. I smell it. -.- Well BLAALALALALA. I should get over things. Yeap, maybe I will move on. But whatever.. This will probably be a temporary feeling.. sigh.. I wonder who I'm going to marry.. Lol. OR if that is, IF I ever get married. Haaa.