Just a thought when I was younger.

Hrmm.. Theory One.
I always thought to myself.. what if I was the only person ALIVE here on earth? And no one exists? Even though there are human beings here "living".. Okay, that did NOT make sense. But trust me.. it did. Well in my head. But let's make it more clearer. Uhhm, like.. here I am living and so is my family and friends.. here, together. But are they REALLY here?! Or is it my mind making me believe that they exist? But beneath their skin is really nothing? But if it's nothing, then why are there bones and blood? And it's already obviously proven that there is those things. WELL, exactly my point. Maybe it's my mind thinking that.. maybe people aren't real.. but they are just here.. to make me feel as if I wasn't alone? And also they are here to help me either make my life better or not.. (Excuse this part, this is a religious thing related) I once heard that maybe God has put me here on earth to test me to determine whether I get to go to Heaven or Hell. Soo, if this IS a test.. is the people around me real? Or are they there to test me? My helper? My guidance..? I really can't explain what I'm talking about.. it's just something I thought... and can't be explained with words or actions. But anyways.. why is it that I can listen to my mind only? How come I can only hear myself in my thoughts? And can't hear others? WHY AM I LIVING MY LIFE.. in MY point of view?.. and since it's MY POINT OF VIEW. I can't see or will EVER know if their even IS "another's point of view" Okay like my sister for example..when she is talking to me.. is it really HER talking to me? Or just being "programmed" (I couldn't find the right word to put) to say something that would persuade me that she is an actual human being JUST LIKE ME? But not like it's a bad thing.. like I said, maybe she is saying all these stuff to help me or something.. AND boy am I crazy.. but even if my "theory" is true.. I thank you God. For actually giving me a chance to let me have my test where I can be with my families and friends AND most importantly, not letting me doing it ALONE. But with them aside me to help me on my life journey. LOL (Sorry! I just had to add that.. to make it less serious.. Haha )

Theory Two.
What if we were ALL sleeping in Heaven! Or just a place somewhere.. and all of this is a BIGGO dream!! And once we die, we wake up from our super duper uber long dream. Hahahaha. I like to think of it that way.. =]


WOW, sleeping late and boredom has really hit me. I'M THIRSTY. I need more friends to keep me busy and especially MY MIND BUSY. LMFAO.


Word that I find interesting or cool as of right now- Flabbergasted.