OH HELL NO.

HAA! ohkay i just got the latest updatee about kword. andd on my "Regret Post" aaaahha likee HELL would i miss him now. i Just foound out that all these past months he was doing me dirty. haaaa so likee today this morning at school.. i went to the library.. and i saw that girl.. that appeared in my "dreams" the one that i was talking about earlier.. so to let her know her "limits?" i guess.. i letted her know about how i was talking to kevin.. and WHAT IN THE WORLD. my dream was SOMEWHAT TRUE. that faggot really did talked to her!! she told me that in the beginning of January that they started talkingg. (notice how i said beginning. i didnt end it with him until the END of january) so this basterd had been going behind my back and was playingg around with me. Do i look like a effing fool to you!?. well anyways.. i asked her straightforwardly. and freaking interrogated her. trying to find answers. anddd i got it.. the kind of question i asked her was.."when did you talk? before october? this year? whenn?? on january?! i meann it went onn!. so then later i was like.. did he call you any names?" as in you know.. petnames? for an example.. baby, babe, hunn, etc. you got the point. well she said "yes" AHH! from that moment on. i was FIRED UP!. well when she first told me that they were talking.. i wanted to burst into tears. but bc my angerr got soo fired up and i didnt want to embarrass myself and i didnt want to cry over him anymore. i kept it in. OHH BOYY AMM I LIKE FREAKINN ANGRY! ughhh. well then she told me that she was talking to her cousin.. and he saw that.. and then he texted herr the other night or something.. well last week or two? to tell her to hook him up with her cousin. (AND AGAIN, ME AND HIM WERE STILL IN THE MIDST OF TALKING.) and i can never look at her the same.. i mean i know she didnt do anything wrong.. and she didnt know we were talking.. but likee.. everytime i look at her... i cant just look at her the same! ahh so frustrating anddd.. haa, i said he was sweet? thats a damn lie. fucking two face manwhore. anywayss.. this went on.. andd i went to my locker. this was where the asians hang out. cause yeahh. anyways. i went up to my friend and told her what happened. then this other friend of mines heardd and was like.."who's this" then i told her it was her cousin. then she found out. and everything got all crazyy and shit. ahhh!! thenn they were likee.. saying stuff. and things. WELL the main thing that pissed me off was that. i understand that he was a flirter. but to the girls he flirt with.. he doesnt go beyondd hwo he treats me. but ever since i heard this morning news. my cousin that told me he doesnt go beyond. that wasnt the truth. he actually daredd to treat her like how he did me. OHH he passed the LINE. soo right after this blog and eveyrthing is cleared up i am ready to send him the LONGEST and whateever message. if he says sorry. like hell will i forgive him. ANYWAYSS.. all of the things i said down here. ahh NOW THAT WAS MY BIGGEST REGRETS. and one other regret. i regret even TALKING to him! that hoe!. ughhhh!. well you remember about my months of feelingss?(September till January) well i had just updated it.

February- I hate him.

*edits* hate is a STRONG word :[
well lets just say i truly dislike him. lol.